I really, really want to write here, I just don't get around to it. I don't want to lose this as a reference point or the relationships I've formed here, but I'm not inspired to write here. I have so much to talk about now and so much is happening in the world to address, but how do you force it?? I keep hoping the desire will return, but I just can't force it.

Anyway, just so you know it's on my mind. These days I get into work and when I ordinarily would have grabbed coffee and written my post, I write an email to a girl I totally dig and get on with my day. I argue with my college friends about politics and talk to my WSP friend about solutions.

I'm here. I'm just quieter than usual and trying to be ok with that...

September 26, 2001