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2004-08-05 - Flying While We Fall
October 7, 2003 - I saw her
June 18, 2003 - My sister, My mother and I
June 10, 2003 - Big Gay Film Fest
May 23, 2003 - The Affair
May 23, 2003 - Mom
May 14, 2003 - Surface Transit
April 23, 2003 - Stay a while
April 14, 2003 - Utah
April 9, 2003 - called us
April 7, 2003 - I'm a quitter
March 20, 2003 - Dear World,
March 18, 2003 - Michael Moore to George W.
March 17, 2003 - The Weekend
March 14, 2002 - Cheney Wins Oil Field Contract
2003-03-12 - Mine are still French
March 11, 2003 - Happy Birthday to Me
March 6, 2003 - Marriage
March 4, 2003 - Busytiredblankingout
Feb. 14, 2003 - Valentine schmalentine
February 12, 2003 - Back to center
February 11, 2003 - Recharged
January 8, 2003 - wendi and goliath
January 6, 2003 - That's Why God Made Mexico
November 21, 2002 - Open House
November 15, 2002 - here we go
November 6. 2002 - Hanging Head
October 22, 2002 - Lucky
October 16, 2002 - Bibliophile
October 15, 2002 - date night
October 10, 2002 - Immediate Cause
October 3, 2002 - to love her
September 20, 2002 - this promise in my heart.
September 16, 2002 - The truth of it
September 10, 2002 - memo re. september 11 response
August 29, 2002 - happy thoughts
August 16. 2002 - 6711 N. Pleasant
August 7, 2002 - Circus, Circus
July 23, 2002 - compass
June 25, 2002 - Going once, Going twice
June 13, 2002 - happy anniversary to me (ok us)
May 30, 2002 - loud proud strong
May 7, 2002 - webster's and we
April 9, 2002 - Gold Mine
April 2, 2002 - Here I am
March 21, 2002 - Justice
March 15, 2002 - Lighthouse
March 8, 2002 - Once Upon a January
February 22, 2002 - Sometimes she's too good not to quote
February 14, 2002 - Here's to the single people
February 8, 2002 - jonatha brooke
February 4, 2002 - enormous changes at the last minute
January 23, 2002 - Animal Rescue
January 17, 2002 - Thanks AB
January 11, 2002 - Until you
January 4, 2002 - A clearing in the fog
December 13. 2001` - Jeanette on the 11th
December 12, 2001 - Wet T-shirt Contest Winners and so forth
December 11, 2001 - Fuming
December 6, 2001 - I'm so tired
December 4, 2001 - Watch Your Toes
November 26, 2001 - Thankfully Me
November 15, 2001 - $15 in Coffee
November 8, 2001 - funny when it happens
November 5, 2001 - Aluminum Can
October 30, 2001 - A cowgirl and a firefighter
October 24, 2001 - I wouldn't trade her
October 19, 2001 - Morning time
October 11, 2001 - In Love and War
October 8, 2001 - do you think we'd bump into elvis in vegas?
September 26, 2001 - Checking in
September 17, 2001 - Imagine there's no country
September 12, 2001 - When tragedy strikes
September 5, 2001` - Right here
August 27, 2001 - Intersection
August 24, 2001 - In the arms of a dream
August 21. 2001 - polish me
August 20, 2001 - weekend in the san joaquin
August 14. 2001 - The knot inside
2001-08-10 - Dating Game
August 7, 2001 - spring cleaning
August 1, 2001 - Faded Edges
July 31, 2001 - What is this?
July 30. 2001 - Makin' a List
July 23, 2001 - My lips are sealed
July 18, 2001 - There's Something Sweet in the Tinky Winky
July 17, 2001 - Shrink me
July 16, 2001 - Yummy
July 12, 2001 - Misty in July
July 11, 2001 - My best friend's wedding
July 6, 2001 - Wendi the Faggot Lover
July 5, 2001 - Locked in My Shell
June 29, 2001 - Bases are Loaded
june 27, 2001 - A second date
June 26, 2001 - In love with your ghost
June 22, 2001 - Hurt and Love
June 19, 2001 - The well
June 15, 2001 - I've seen that look before
June 14, 2001 - For KP wherever this may find her
june 13, 2001 - Hunington
June 11, 2001 - Crime for crime
June 8, 2001 - The love junkie who could
2001-06-06 - Time to Let Go
June 5, 2001 - A Different Kind of Dating Game
June 1, 2001 - A prayer answered
May 30, 2001 - Written on the Body
May 24, 2001 - One by One
Marn's Day - Marn
May 21, 2001 - The Wave
May 18, 2001 - Whistle while you work
May 17, 2001 - The Cliff
May 14, 2001 - I dream
May 10, 2001 - get used to it
2001-05-09 - I would
May 8, 2001 - J Bear
May 7, 2001 - Surprise, Surprise
May 5, 2001 - Who knew?
May 3, 2000 - All over the place
May 2, 2001 - Five minutes
May 1, 2001 - But some of us are looking at the stars
April 30, 2001 - Lonely
2001-04-26 - sentimental sushi
April 24, 2001 - and many more...
April 23, 2001 - Seven years and a Haircut Later
April 23, 2001 - The Seed
April 20, 2001 - Fickle
April 16, 2001 - Fire has never been my first choice
April 15 - The best things
April 12, 2001 - Dry Spell
April 11, 2001 - Leave it at the Front Desk
April 10, 2001 - blocked
April 5, 2001 - She's baaack
April 2, 2001 - Sick
March 29, 2001 - no such luck
March 27, 2001 - impasse
March 25, 2001 - Two words and One Expression
March 23, 2001 - Once I was
March 22, 2001 - Blank
March 20, 2001 - Sand Dollars
March 19, 2001 - Flying or Falling
March 16, 2001 - Dear Charlie
March 12, 2001 - Quarter of a Century
March 7, 2001 - This Little Light of Mine
March 6, 2001 - I am
March 5, 2001 - Leaps and Bounds
March 4, 2001 - Jordan
March 2, 2001 - randomness
March 1, 2001 - She was here
February 28, 2001 - Donations Accepted
February 27, 2001 - Hey you
February 23, 2001 - Power and Responsibility
February 22, 2001 - The White Man's Religion Emerges Again
February 21, 2001 - Staggering
February 20, 2001 - Weekend In Review
February 16, 2001 - A Couplea Things
February 15, 2001 - Not holding on to the Hurt
February 14, 2001 - V-Day
February 12, 2001 - Remember
February 9, 2001 - Selfdefense
February 8, 2001 - Instead of Good-bye
February 7, 2001 - RAD
February 6, 2001 - What You Risk
February 5, 2001 - The message
February 1, 2001 - Bring it on
January 31, 2001 - cheerios and kitchen light
January 30, 2001 - I'm scared (as opposed to sacred)
January 29, 2001 - Facing it
January 26, 2001 - I meant to talk about tennis
January 25, 2001 - she wrote with a drawl
January 23, 2001 - Lipsticked I love you's
January 22, 2001 - pulling back the reins
January 19, 2000 - up on the watershed
January 18, 2001 - Coast is clear
January 17, 2001 - Go on and write CBS a letter
January 16, 2001 - I envy them bears
January 11, 2001 - i missed my calling
January 10, 2000 - Martini Rain
January 9, 2000 - Batman
January 8, 2001 - Country Stars
January 8, 2001 - rain, rain don't go away
January 5, 2000 - porn me
January 4, 2001 - Makes the People Come Together
January 3, 2001 - Piecing it together
January 2, 2000 - keepin' on
Twelve, twenty-eight, zero zero - flat cola and chardonnay
December 27, 2000 - who is lord?
December 22, 2000 - light it up
December 20, 2000 - Alphabet Soup
December 19, 2000 - Not to be confused with the music
December 18, 2000 - Channel that rage
2000-12-15 - sticks and stones
December 14, 2000 - and i'm not even dutch
December 14, 2000 - The one where she wonders what this diaryland business is all about
December 13, 2000 - The tough guy and the Porn Star
December 12, 2000 - simon says
December 12, 2000 - time to move on?
December 8, 2000 - hiatus
December 5, 2000 - mercury
December 4, 2000 - now you see it, now you don't
December 1, 2000 - wordless
November 30, 2000 - a drumroll please
November 29, 2000 - Sit Still
November 28, 2000 - Crazy Glue
November 27, 2000 - Love matters
November 21, 2000 - Something different every day
November 20, 2000 - Surviving the unthinkable
November 17, 2000 - Maris
November 16, 2000 - Haunted House
November 15, 2000 - Predictable Mysteries
November 14, 2000 - Seven
November 10, 2000 - Spirits low, Need Hope
November 10, 2000 - La la la
November 9, 2000 - Finally Home
November 2, 2000 - The Intersection
November 2, 2000 - Army of Two
November 1, 2000 - Thinking Outside the Box
October 31, 2000 - AAAAAARGH!!
October 31, 2000 - This day, last year
October 30, 2000 - Home Sweet Home
October 26, 2000 - a rainy morning
October 25, 2000 - hurting the ones we love
October 23, 2000 - Procrastination of the most ridiculous variety
October 23, 2000 - In Orbit
October 23, 2000 - No photos for you
October 20, 2000 - Do you?
October 20, 2000 - Looksism
October 19, 2000 - Closing the Baby Gap
October 19, 2000 - Crossword
October 18, 2000 - Freckle Face
October 17, 2000 - Matchmaker
October 17, 2000 - wounds beneath flesh
October 16, 2000 - Breathing, Giggling, Alive
October 16, 2000 - Layovers and Impasses
October 13, 2000 - A Mountain of Trash
October 12, 2000 - The Boy and Other Reminders
October 11, 2000 - Angel in Levi's
October 11, 2000 - She puts her hands
October 10, 2000 - So there
October 10, 2000 - Haunted
October 9, 2000 - Ghosts in Seattle Sunshine
October 6, 2000 - Build Me a Bridge
October 5, 2000 - Ebb and Flow
October 4, 2000 - link queen
October 4, 2000 - the nice things people say
October 3, 2000 - SWAK
September 29, 2000 - Box of Chocolates
September 28, 2000 - Triggered by MSN
September 28, 2000 - Getting back to basics: Some background
September 27, 2000 - Pity Party.
September 26, 2000 - Snap out of it already!
September 25, 2000 - Looking out over the edge
September 25, 2000 - Spider Web II
September 22, 2000 - A trip I won't be taking.
September 22, 2000 - Mist in the Morning
September 21, 2000 - Little Drummer Girl
September 20, 2000 - Something About Saturday
September 19, 2000 - Must be the heat..
September 18, 2000 - Xana
September 18, 2000 - The cup is never half empty
September 15, 2000 - Digging for Words
September 14, 2000 - Avalanche
September 12, 2000 - Craving Winter
September 12, 2000 - Worlds Collide
September 11, 2000 - Danger in the Details
September 11, 2000 - rolling, watching, swinging, dancing, crying, shaking, scratching, writing
September 10, 2000 - On Being a Self-Defense Instructor (briefly)
September 8, 2000 - IV Drip
September 7, 2000 - On the F
September 6, 2000 - Replacing Conversation with Soliloquy
September 6, 2000 - Splish Splash
September something - Too late to run away
September 4, 2000 - Architecture
September 1, 2000 - All Wrong, Alright
September 1, 2000 - Come Out, Come Out
August 31, 2000 - I Know the Suspense Was Killing You
August 30, 2000 - We Love the Butches, Yes We Do
August 30, 2000 - Poem from another time
August 30, 2000 - Craving a Downpour
August 29, 2000 - Daddy Dearest
August 29, 2000 - City Streets
August 28, 2000 - 500 Club
August 25, 2000 - Commit Me
August 24, 2000 - don't love you
August 24, 2000 - To be free
August 23, 2000 - just another sad love song
August 22, 2000 - www.maganda.org
March 2000 - I imagine one
August 21, 2000 - to tell you the truth...
Written June 7 - War Torn Determination
August 18, 2000 - Pretty is as pretty does
August 18, 2000 - I Want
August 17, 2000 - Spider Web
- My Baby
Written 5/15/00 to KC - Attic of My Life
August 15, 2000 - Celestine Ceremony
August 14, 2000 - Better...Really
August 11, 2000 - The Distance Between
August 10, 2000 - Terminal Patient
August 9, 2000 - Magic Wand
August 8, 2000 - Porch Swing
August 7, 2000 - The Asshole Who Couldn't Stay Home
August 5, 2000 - The Beginning Again
August 4, 2000 - Glimpsing Hope
August 4, 2000 - Pin Prick
- 2004-08-05 - Flying While We Fall
October 7, 2003 - I saw her
June 18, 2003 - My sister, My mother and I
June 10, 2003 - Big Gay Film Fest
May 23, 2003 - The Affair
May 23, 2003 - Mom
May 14, 2003 - Surface Transit
April 23, 2003 - Stay a while
April 14, 2003 - Utah
April 9, 2003 - called us
April 7, 2003 - I'm a quitter
March 20, 2003 - Dear World,
March 18, 2003 - Michael Moore to George W.
March 17, 2003 - The Weekend
March 14, 2002 - Cheney Wins Oil Field Contract
2003-03-12 - Mine are still French
March 11, 2003 - Happy Birthday to Me
March 6, 2003 - Marriage
March 4, 2003 - Busytiredblankingout
Feb. 14, 2003 - Valentine schmalentine
February 12, 2003 - Back to center
February 11, 2003 - Recharged
January 8, 2003 - wendi and goliath
January 6, 2003 - That's Why God Made Mexico
November 21, 2002 - Open House
November 15, 2002 - here we go
November 6. 2002 - Hanging Head
October 22, 2002 - Lucky
October 16, 2002 - Bibliophile
October 15, 2002 - date night
October 10, 2002 - Immediate Cause
October 3, 2002 - to love her
September 20, 2002 - this promise in my heart.
September 16, 2002 - The truth of it
September 10, 2002 - memo re. september 11 response
August 29, 2002 - happy thoughts
August 16. 2002 - 6711 N. Pleasant
August 7, 2002 - Circus, Circus
July 23, 2002 - compass
June 25, 2002 - Going once, Going twice
June 13, 2002 - happy anniversary to me (ok us)
May 30, 2002 - loud proud strong
May 7, 2002 - webster's and we
April 9, 2002 - Gold Mine
April 2, 2002 - Here I am
March 21, 2002 - Justice
March 15, 2002 - Lighthouse
March 8, 2002 - Once Upon a January
February 22, 2002 - Sometimes she's too good not to quote
February 14, 2002 - Here's to the single people
February 8, 2002 - jonatha brooke
February 4, 2002 - enormous changes at the last minute
January 23, 2002 - Animal Rescue
January 17, 2002 - Thanks AB
January 11, 2002 - Until you
January 4, 2002 - A clearing in the fog
December 13. 2001` - Jeanette on the 11th
December 12, 2001 - Wet T-shirt Contest Winners and so forth
December 11, 2001 - Fuming
December 6, 2001 - I'm so tired
December 4, 2001 - Watch Your Toes
November 26, 2001 - Thankfully Me
November 15, 2001 - $15 in Coffee
November 8, 2001 - funny when it happens
November 5, 2001 - Aluminum Can
October 30, 2001 - A cowgirl and a firefighter
October 24, 2001 - I wouldn't trade her
October 19, 2001 - Morning time
October 11, 2001 - In Love and War
October 8, 2001 - do you think we'd bump into elvis in vegas?
September 26, 2001 - Checking in
September 17, 2001 - Imagine there's no country
September 12, 2001 - When tragedy strikes
September 5, 2001` - Right here
August 27, 2001 - Intersection
August 24, 2001 - In the arms of a dream
August 21. 2001 - polish me
August 20, 2001 - weekend in the san joaquin
August 14. 2001 - The knot inside
2001-08-10 - Dating Game
August 7, 2001 - spring cleaning
August 1, 2001 - Faded Edges
July 31, 2001 - What is this?
July 30. 2001 - Makin' a List
July 23, 2001 - My lips are sealed
July 18, 2001 - There's Something Sweet in the Tinky Winky
July 17, 2001 - Shrink me
July 16, 2001 - Yummy
July 12, 2001 - Misty in July
July 11, 2001 - My best friend's wedding
July 6, 2001 - Wendi the Faggot Lover
July 5, 2001 - Locked in My Shell
June 29, 2001 - Bases are Loaded
june 27, 2001 - A second date
June 26, 2001 - In love with your ghost
June 22, 2001 - Hurt and Love
June 19, 2001 - The well
June 15, 2001 - I've seen that look before
June 14, 2001 - For KP wherever this may find her
june 13, 2001 - Hunington
June 11, 2001 - Crime for crime
June 8, 2001 - The love junkie who could
2001-06-06 - Time to Let Go
June 5, 2001 - A Different Kind of Dating Game
June 1, 2001 - A prayer answered
May 30, 2001 - Written on the Body
May 24, 2001 - One by One
Marn's Day - Marn
May 21, 2001 - The Wave
May 18, 2001 - Whistle while you work
May 17, 2001 - The Cliff
May 14, 2001 - I dream
May 10, 2001 - get used to it
2001-05-09 - I would
May 8, 2001 - J Bear
May 7, 2001 - Surprise, Surprise
May 5, 2001 - Who knew?
May 3, 2000 - All over the place
May 2, 2001 - Five minutes
May 1, 2001 - But some of us are looking at the stars
April 30, 2001 - Lonely
2001-04-26 - sentimental sushi
April 24, 2001 - and many more...
April 23, 2001 - Seven years and a Haircut Later
April 23, 2001 - The Seed
April 20, 2001 - Fickle
April 16, 2001 - Fire has never been my first choice
April 15 - The best things
April 12, 2001 - Dry Spell
April 11, 2001 - Leave it at the Front Desk
April 10, 2001 - blocked
April 5, 2001 - She's baaack
April 2, 2001 - Sick
March 29, 2001 - no such luck
March 27, 2001 - impasse
March 25, 2001 - Two words and One Expression
March 23, 2001 - Once I was
March 22, 2001 - Blank
March 20, 2001 - Sand Dollars
March 19, 2001 - Flying or Falling
March 16, 2001 - Dear Charlie
March 12, 2001 - Quarter of a Century
March 7, 2001 - This Little Light of Mine
March 6, 2001 - I am
March 5, 2001 - Leaps and Bounds
March 4, 2001 - Jordan
March 2, 2001 - randomness
March 1, 2001 - She was here
February 28, 2001 - Donations Accepted
February 27, 2001 - Hey you
February 23, 2001 - Power and Responsibility
February 22, 2001 - The White Man's Religion Emerges Again
February 21, 2001 - Staggering
February 20, 2001 - Weekend In Review
February 16, 2001 - A Couplea Things
February 15, 2001 - Not holding on to the Hurt
February 14, 2001 - V-Day
February 12, 2001 - Remember
February 9, 2001 - Selfdefense
February 8, 2001 - Instead of Good-bye
February 7, 2001 - RAD
February 6, 2001 - What You Risk
February 5, 2001 - The message
February 1, 2001 - Bring it on
January 31, 2001 - cheerios and kitchen light
January 30, 2001 - I'm scared (as opposed to sacred)
January 29, 2001 - Facing it
January 26, 2001 - I meant to talk about tennis
January 25, 2001 - she wrote with a drawl
January 23, 2001 - Lipsticked I love you's
January 22, 2001 - pulling back the reins
January 19, 2000 - up on the watershed
January 18, 2001 - Coast is clear
January 17, 2001 - Go on and write CBS a letter
January 16, 2001 - I envy them bears
January 11, 2001 - i missed my calling
January 10, 2000 - Martini Rain
January 9, 2000 - Batman
January 8, 2001 - Country Stars
January 8, 2001 - rain, rain don't go away
January 5, 2000 - porn me
January 4, 2001 - Makes the People Come Together
January 3, 2001 - Piecing it together
January 2, 2000 - keepin' on
Twelve, twenty-eight, zero zero - flat cola and chardonnay
December 27, 2000 - who is lord?
December 22, 2000 - light it up
December 20, 2000 - Alphabet Soup
December 19, 2000 - Not to be confused with the music
December 18, 2000 - Channel that rage
2000-12-15 - sticks and stones
December 14, 2000 - and i'm not even dutch
December 14, 2000 - The one where she wonders what this diaryland business is all about
December 13, 2000 - The tough guy and the Porn Star
December 12, 2000 - simon says
December 12, 2000 - time to move on?
December 8, 2000 - hiatus
December 5, 2000 - mercury
December 4, 2000 - now you see it, now you don't
December 1, 2000 - wordless
November 30, 2000 - a drumroll please
November 29, 2000 - Sit Still
November 28, 2000 - Crazy Glue
November 27, 2000 - Love matters
November 21, 2000 - Something different every day
November 20, 2000 - Surviving the unthinkable
November 17, 2000 - Maris
November 16, 2000 - Haunted House
November 15, 2000 - Predictable Mysteries
November 14, 2000 - Seven
November 10, 2000 - Spirits low, Need Hope
November 10, 2000 - La la la
November 9, 2000 - Finally Home
November 2, 2000 - The Intersection
November 2, 2000 - Army of Two
November 1, 2000 - Thinking Outside the Box
October 31, 2000 - AAAAAARGH!!
October 31, 2000 - This day, last year
October 30, 2000 - Home Sweet Home
October 26, 2000 - a rainy morning
October 25, 2000 - hurting the ones we love
October 23, 2000 - Procrastination of the most ridiculous variety
October 23, 2000 - In Orbit
October 23, 2000 - No photos for you
October 20, 2000 - Do you?
October 20, 2000 - Looksism
October 19, 2000 - Closing the Baby Gap
October 19, 2000 - Crossword
October 18, 2000 - Freckle Face
October 17, 2000 - Matchmaker
October 17, 2000 - wounds beneath flesh
October 16, 2000 - Breathing, Giggling, Alive
October 16, 2000 - Layovers and Impasses
October 13, 2000 - A Mountain of Trash
October 12, 2000 - The Boy and Other Reminders
October 11, 2000 - Angel in Levi's
October 11, 2000 - She puts her hands
October 10, 2000 - So there
October 10, 2000 - Haunted
October 9, 2000 - Ghosts in Seattle Sunshine
October 6, 2000 - Build Me a Bridge
October 5, 2000 - Ebb and Flow
October 4, 2000 - link queen
October 4, 2000 - the nice things people say
October 3, 2000 - SWAK
September 29, 2000 - Box of Chocolates
September 28, 2000 - Triggered by MSN
September 28, 2000 - Getting back to basics: Some background
September 27, 2000 - Pity Party.
September 26, 2000 - Snap out of it already!
September 25, 2000 - Looking out over the edge
September 25, 2000 - Spider Web II
September 22, 2000 - A trip I won't be taking.
September 22, 2000 - Mist in the Morning
September 21, 2000 - Little Drummer Girl
September 20, 2000 - Something About Saturday
September 19, 2000 - Must be the heat..
September 18, 2000 - Xana
September 18, 2000 - The cup is never half empty
September 15, 2000 - Digging for Words
September 14, 2000 - Avalanche
September 12, 2000 - Craving Winter
September 12, 2000 - Worlds Collide
September 11, 2000 - Danger in the Details
September 11, 2000 - rolling, watching, swinging, dancing, crying, shaking, scratching, writing
September 10, 2000 - On Being a Self-Defense Instructor (briefly)
September 8, 2000 - IV Drip
September 7, 2000 - On the F
September 6, 2000 - Replacing Conversation with Soliloquy
September 6, 2000 - Splish Splash
September something - Too late to run away
September 4, 2000 - Architecture
September 1, 2000 - All Wrong, Alright
September 1, 2000 - Come Out, Come Out
August 31, 2000 - I Know the Suspense Was Killing You
August 30, 2000 - We Love the Butches, Yes We Do
August 30, 2000 - Poem from another time
August 30, 2000 - Craving a Downpour
August 29, 2000 - Daddy Dearest
August 29, 2000 - City Streets
August 28, 2000 - 500 Club
August 25, 2000 - Commit Me
August 24, 2000 - don't love you
August 24, 2000 - To be free
August 23, 2000 - just another sad love song
August 22, 2000 - www.maganda.org
March 2000 - I imagine one
August 21, 2000 - to tell you the truth...
Written June 7 - War Torn Determination
August 18, 2000 - Pretty is as pretty does
August 18, 2000 - I Want
August 17, 2000 - Spider Web
- My Baby
Written 5/15/00 to KC - Attic of My Life
August 15, 2000 - Celestine Ceremony
August 14, 2000 - Better...Really
August 11, 2000 - The Distance Between
August 10, 2000 - Terminal Patient
August 9, 2000 - Magic Wand
August 8, 2000 - Porch Swing
August 7, 2000 - The Asshole Who Couldn't Stay Home
August 5, 2000 - The Beginning Again
August 4, 2000 - Glimpsing Hope
August 4, 2000 - Pin Prick
- 2004-08-05 - Flying While We Fall
October 7, 2003 - I saw her
June 18, 2003 - My sister, My mother and I
June 10, 2003 - Big Gay Film Fest
May 23, 2003 - The Affair
May 23, 2003 - Mom
May 14, 2003 - Surface Transit
April 23, 2003 - Stay a while
April 14, 2003 - Utah
April 9, 2003 - called us
April 7, 2003 - I'm a quitter
March 20, 2003 - Dear World,
March 18, 2003 - Michael Moore to George W.
March 17, 2003 - The Weekend
March 14, 2002 - Cheney Wins Oil Field Contract
2003-03-12 - Mine are still French
March 11, 2003 - Happy Birthday to Me
March 6, 2003 - Marriage
March 4, 2003 - Busytiredblankingout
Feb. 14, 2003 - Valentine schmalentine
February 12, 2003 - Back to center
February 11, 2003 - Recharged
January 8, 2003 - wendi and goliath
January 6, 2003 - That's Why God Made Mexico
November 21, 2002 - Open House
November 15, 2002 - here we go
November 6. 2002 - Hanging Head
October 22, 2002 - Lucky
October 16, 2002 - Bibliophile
October 15, 2002 - date night
October 10, 2002 - Immediate Cause
October 3, 2002 - to love her
September 20, 2002 - this promise in my heart.
September 16, 2002 - The truth of it
September 10, 2002 - memo re. september 11 response
August 29, 2002 - happy thoughts
August 16. 2002 - 6711 N. Pleasant
August 7, 2002 - Circus, Circus
July 23, 2002 - compass
June 25, 2002 - Going once, Going twice
June 13, 2002 - happy anniversary to me (ok us)
May 30, 2002 - loud proud strong
May 7, 2002 - webster's and we
April 9, 2002 - Gold Mine
April 2, 2002 - Here I am
March 21, 2002 - Justice
March 15, 2002 - Lighthouse
March 8, 2002 - Once Upon a January
February 22, 2002 - Sometimes she's too good not to quote
February 14, 2002 - Here's to the single people
February 8, 2002 - jonatha brooke
February 4, 2002 - enormous changes at the last minute
January 23, 2002 - Animal Rescue
January 17, 2002 - Thanks AB
January 11, 2002 - Until you
January 4, 2002 - A clearing in the fog
December 13. 2001` - Jeanette on the 11th
December 12, 2001 - Wet T-shirt Contest Winners and so forth
December 11, 2001 - Fuming
December 6, 2001 - I'm so tired
December 4, 2001 - Watch Your Toes
November 26, 2001 - Thankfully Me
November 15, 2001 - $15 in Coffee
November 8, 2001 - funny when it happens
November 5, 2001 - Aluminum Can
October 30, 2001 - A cowgirl and a firefighter
October 24, 2001 - I wouldn't trade her
October 19, 2001 - Morning time
October 11, 2001 - In Love and War
October 8, 2001 - do you think we'd bump into elvis in vegas?
September 26, 2001 - Checking in
September 17, 2001 - Imagine there's no country
September 12, 2001 - When tragedy strikes
September 5, 2001` - Right here
August 27, 2001 - Intersection
August 24, 2001 - In the arms of a dream
August 21. 2001 - polish me
August 20, 2001 - weekend in the san joaquin
August 14. 2001 - The knot inside
2001-08-10 - Dating Game
August 7, 2001 - spring cleaning
August 1, 2001 - Faded Edges
July 31, 2001 - What is this?
July 30. 2001 - Makin' a List
July 23, 2001 - My lips are sealed
July 18, 2001 - There's Something Sweet in the Tinky Winky
July 17, 2001 - Shrink me
July 16, 2001 - Yummy
July 12, 2001 - Misty in July
July 11, 2001 - My best friend's wedding
July 6, 2001 - Wendi the Faggot Lover
July 5, 2001 - Locked in My Shell
June 29, 2001 - Bases are Loaded
june 27, 2001 - A second date
June 26, 2001 - In love with your ghost
June 22, 2001 - Hurt and Love
June 19, 2001 - The well
June 15, 2001 - I've seen that look before
June 14, 2001 - For KP wherever this may find her
june 13, 2001 - Hunington
June 11, 2001 - Crime for crime
June 8, 2001 - The love junkie who could
2001-06-06 - Time to Let Go
June 5, 2001 - A Different Kind of Dating Game
June 1, 2001 - A prayer answered
May 30, 2001 - Written on the Body
May 24, 2001 - One by One
Marn's Day - Marn
May 21, 2001 - The Wave
May 18, 2001 - Whistle while you work
May 17, 2001 - The Cliff
May 14, 2001 - I dream
May 10, 2001 - get used to it
2001-05-09 - I would
May 8, 2001 - J Bear
May 7, 2001 - Surprise, Surprise
May 5, 2001 - Who knew?
May 3, 2000 - All over the place
May 2, 2001 - Five minutes
May 1, 2001 - But some of us are looking at the stars
April 30, 2001 - Lonely
2001-04-26 - sentimental sushi
April 24, 2001 - and many more...
April 23, 2001 - Seven years and a Haircut Later
April 23, 2001 - The Seed
April 20, 2001 - Fickle
April 16, 2001 - Fire has never been my first choice
April 15 - The best things
April 12, 2001 - Dry Spell
April 11, 2001 - Leave it at the Front Desk
April 10, 2001 - blocked
April 5, 2001 - She's baaack
April 2, 2001 - Sick
March 29, 2001 - no such luck
March 27, 2001 - impasse
March 25, 2001 - Two words and One Expression
March 23, 2001 - Once I was
March 22, 2001 - Blank
March 20, 2001 - Sand Dollars
March 19, 2001 - Flying or Falling
March 16, 2001 - Dear Charlie
March 12, 2001 - Quarter of a Century
March 7, 2001 - This Little Light of Mine
March 6, 2001 - I am
March 5, 2001 - Leaps and Bounds
March 4, 2001 - Jordan
March 2, 2001 - randomness
March 1, 2001 - She was here
February 28, 2001 - Donations Accepted
February 27, 2001 - Hey you
February 23, 2001 - Power and Responsibility
February 22, 2001 - The White Man's Religion Emerges Again
February 21, 2001 - Staggering
February 20, 2001 - Weekend In Review
February 16, 2001 - A Couplea Things
February 15, 2001 - Not holding on to the Hurt
February 14, 2001 - V-Day
February 12, 2001 - Remember
February 9, 2001 - Selfdefense
February 8, 2001 - Instead of Good-bye
February 7, 2001 - RAD
February 6, 2001 - What You Risk
February 5, 2001 - The message
February 1, 2001 - Bring it on
January 31, 2001 - cheerios and kitchen light
January 30, 2001 - I'm scared (as opposed to sacred)
January 29, 2001 - Facing it
January 26, 2001 - I meant to talk about tennis
January 25, 2001 - she wrote with a drawl
January 23, 2001 - Lipsticked I love you's
January 22, 2001 - pulling back the reins
January 19, 2000 - up on the watershed
January 18, 2001 - Coast is clear
January 17, 2001 - Go on and write CBS a letter
January 16, 2001 - I envy them bears
January 11, 2001 - i missed my calling
January 10, 2000 - Martini Rain
January 9, 2000 - Batman
January 8, 2001 - Country Stars
January 8, 2001 - rain, rain don't go away
January 5, 2000 - porn me
January 4, 2001 - Makes the People Come Together
January 3, 2001 - Piecing it together
January 2, 2000 - keepin' on
Twelve, twenty-eight, zero zero - flat cola and chardonnay
December 27, 2000 - who is lord?
December 22, 2000 - light it up
December 20, 2000 - Alphabet Soup
December 19, 2000 - Not to be confused with the music
December 18, 2000 - Channel that rage
2000-12-15 - sticks and stones
December 14, 2000 - and i'm not even dutch
December 14, 2000 - The one where she wonders what this diaryland business is all about
December 13, 2000 - The tough guy and the Porn Star
December 12, 2000 - simon says
December 12, 2000 - time to move on?
December 8, 2000 - hiatus
December 5, 2000 - mercury
December 4, 2000 - now you see it, now you don't
December 1, 2000 - wordless
November 30, 2000 - a drumroll please
November 29, 2000 - Sit Still
November 28, 2000 - Crazy Glue
November 27, 2000 - Love matters
November 21, 2000 - Something different every day
November 20, 2000 - Surviving the unthinkable
November 17, 2000 - Maris
November 16, 2000 - Haunted House
November 15, 2000 - Predictable Mysteries
November 14, 2000 - Seven
November 10, 2000 - Spirits low, Need Hope
November 10, 2000 - La la la
November 9, 2000 - Finally Home
November 2, 2000 - The Intersection
November 2, 2000 - Army of Two
November 1, 2000 - Thinking Outside the Box
October 31, 2000 - AAAAAARGH!!
October 31, 2000 - This day, last year
October 30, 2000 - Home Sweet Home
October 26, 2000 - a rainy morning
October 25, 2000 - hurting the ones we love
October 23, 2000 - Procrastination of the most ridiculous variety
October 23, 2000 - In Orbit
October 23, 2000 - No photos for you
October 20, 2000 - Do you?
October 20, 2000 - Looksism
October 19, 2000 - Closing the Baby Gap
October 19, 2000 - Crossword
October 18, 2000 - Freckle Face
October 17, 2000 - Matchmaker
October 17, 2000 - wounds beneath flesh
October 16, 2000 - Breathing, Giggling, Alive
October 16, 2000 - Layovers and Impasses
October 13, 2000 - A Mountain of Trash
October 12, 2000 - The Boy and Other Reminders
October 11, 2000 - Angel in Levi's
October 11, 2000 - She puts her hands
October 10, 2000 - So there
October 10, 2000 - Haunted
October 9, 2000 - Ghosts in Seattle Sunshine
October 6, 2000 - Build Me a Bridge
October 5, 2000 - Ebb and Flow
October 4, 2000 - link queen
October 4, 2000 - the nice things people say
October 3, 2000 - SWAK
September 29, 2000 - Box of Chocolates
September 28, 2000 - Triggered by MSN
September 28, 2000 - Getting back to basics: Some background
September 27, 2000 - Pity Party.
September 26, 2000 - Snap out of it already!
September 25, 2000 - Looking out over the edge
September 25, 2000 - Spider Web II
September 22, 2000 - A trip I won't be taking.
September 22, 2000 - Mist in the Morning
September 21, 2000 - Little Drummer Girl
September 20, 2000 - Something About Saturday
September 19, 2000 - Must be the heat..
September 18, 2000 - Xana
September 18, 2000 - The cup is never half empty
September 15, 2000 - Digging for Words
September 14, 2000 - Avalanche
September 12, 2000 - Craving Winter
September 12, 2000 - Worlds Collide
September 11, 2000 - Danger in the Details
September 11, 2000 - rolling, watching, swinging, dancing, crying, shaking, scratching, writing
September 10, 2000 - On Being a Self-Defense Instructor (briefly)
September 8, 2000 - IV Drip
September 7, 2000 - On the F
September 6, 2000 - Replacing Conversation with Soliloquy
September 6, 2000 - Splish Splash
September something - Too late to run away
September 4, 2000 - Architecture
September 1, 2000 - All Wrong, Alright
September 1, 2000 - Come Out, Come Out
August 31, 2000 - I Know the Suspense Was Killing You
August 30, 2000 - We Love the Butches, Yes We Do
August 30, 2000 - Poem from another time
August 30, 2000 - Craving a Downpour
August 29, 2000 - Daddy Dearest
August 29, 2000 - City Streets
August 28, 2000 - 500 Club
August 25, 2000 - Commit Me
August 24, 2000 - don't love you
August 24, 2000 - To be free
August 23, 2000 - just another sad love song
August 22, 2000 - www.maganda.org
March 2000 - I imagine one
August 21, 2000 - to tell you the truth...
Written June 7 - War Torn Determination
August 18, 2000 - Pretty is as pretty does
August 18, 2000 - I Want
August 17, 2000 - Spider Web
- My Baby
Written 5/15/00 to KC - Attic of My Life
August 15, 2000 - Celestine Ceremony
August 14, 2000 - Better...Really
August 11, 2000 - The Distance Between
August 10, 2000 - Terminal Patient
August 9, 2000 - Magic Wand
August 8, 2000 - Porch Swing
August 7, 2000 - The Asshole Who Couldn't Stay Home
August 5, 2000 - The Beginning Again
August 4, 2000 - Glimpsing Hope
August 4, 2000 - Pin Prick
- 2004-08-05 - Flying While We Fall
October 7, 2003 - I saw her
June 18, 2003 - My sister, My mother and I
June 10, 2003 - Big Gay Film Fest
May 23, 2003 - The Affair
May 23, 2003 - Mom
May 14, 2003 - Surface Transit
April 23, 2003 - Stay a while
April 14, 2003 - Utah
April 9, 2003 - called us
April 7, 2003 - I'm a quitter
March 20, 2003 - Dear World,
March 18, 2003 - Michael Moore to George W.
March 17, 2003 - The Weekend
March 14, 2002 - Cheney Wins Oil Field Contract
2003-03-12 - Mine are still French
March 11, 2003 - Happy Birthday to Me
March 6, 2003 - Marriage
March 4, 2003 - Busytiredblankingout
Feb. 14, 2003 - Valentine schmalentine
February 12, 2003 - Back to center
February 11, 2003 - Recharged
January 8, 2003 - wendi and goliath
January 6, 2003 - That's Why God Made Mexico
November 21, 2002 - Open House
November 15, 2002 - here we go
November 6. 2002 - Hanging Head
October 22, 2002 - Lucky
October 16, 2002 - Bibliophile
October 15, 2002 - date night
October 10, 2002 - Immediate Cause
October 3, 2002 - to love her
September 20, 2002 - this promise in my heart.
September 16, 2002 - The truth of it
September 10, 2002 - memo re. september 11 response
August 29, 2002 - happy thoughts
August 16. 2002 - 6711 N. Pleasant
August 7, 2002 - Circus, Circus
July 23, 2002 - compass
June 25, 2002 - Going once, Going twice
June 13, 2002 - happy anniversary to me (ok us)
May 30, 2002 - loud proud strong
May 7, 2002 - webster's and we
April 9, 2002 - Gold Mine
April 2, 2002 - Here I am
March 21, 2002 - Justice
March 15, 2002 - Lighthouse
March 8, 2002 - Once Upon a January
February 22, 2002 - Sometimes she's too good not to quote
February 14, 2002 - Here's to the single people
February 8, 2002 - jonatha brooke
February 4, 2002 - enormous changes at the last minute
January 23, 2002 - Animal Rescue
January 17, 2002 - Thanks AB
January 11, 2002 - Until you
January 4, 2002 - A clearing in the fog
December 13. 2001` - Jeanette on the 11th
December 12, 2001 - Wet T-shirt Contest Winners and so forth
December 11, 2001 - Fuming
December 6, 2001 - I'm so tired
December 4, 2001 - Watch Your Toes
November 26, 2001 - Thankfully Me
November 15, 2001 - $15 in Coffee
November 8, 2001 - funny when it happens
November 5, 2001 - Aluminum Can
October 30, 2001 - A cowgirl and a firefighter
October 24, 2001 - I wouldn't trade her
October 19, 2001 - Morning time
October 11, 2001 - In Love and War
October 8, 2001 - do you think we'd bump into elvis in vegas?
September 26, 2001 - Checking in
September 17, 2001 - Imagine there's no country
September 12, 2001 - When tragedy strikes
September 5, 2001` - Right here
August 27, 2001 - Intersection
August 24, 2001 - In the arms of a dream
August 21. 2001 - polish me
August 20, 2001 - weekend in the san joaquin
August 14. 2001 - The knot inside
2001-08-10 - Dating Game
August 7, 2001 - spring cleaning
August 1, 2001 - Faded Edges
July 31, 2001 - What is this?
July 30. 2001 - Makin' a List
July 23, 2001 - My lips are sealed
July 18, 2001 - There's Something Sweet in the Tinky Winky
July 17, 2001 - Shrink me
July 16, 2001 - Yummy
July 12, 2001 - Misty in July
July 11, 2001 - My best friend's wedding
July 6, 2001 - Wendi the Faggot Lover
July 5, 2001 - Locked in My Shell
June 29, 2001 - Bases are Loaded
june 27, 2001 - A second date
June 26, 2001 - In love with your ghost
June 22, 2001 - Hurt and Love
June 19, 2001 - The well
June 15, 2001 - I've seen that look before
June 14, 2001 - For KP wherever this may find her
june 13, 2001 - Hunington
June 11, 2001 - Crime for crime
June 8, 2001 - The love junkie who could
2001-06-06 - Time to Let Go
June 5, 2001 - A Different Kind of Dating Game
June 1, 2001 - A prayer answered
May 30, 2001 - Written on the Body
May 24, 2001 - One by One
Marn's Day - Marn
May 21, 2001 - The Wave
May 18, 2001 - Whistle while you work
May 17, 2001 - The Cliff
May 14, 2001 - I dream
May 10, 2001 - get used to it
2001-05-09 - I would
May 8, 2001 - J Bear
May 7, 2001 - Surprise, Surprise
May 5, 2001 - Who knew?
May 3, 2000 - All over the place
May 2, 2001 - Five minutes
May 1, 2001 - But some of us are looking at the stars
April 30, 2001 - Lonely
2001-04-26 - sentimental sushi
April 24, 2001 - and many more...
April 23, 2001 - Seven years and a Haircut Later
April 23, 2001 - The Seed
April 20, 2001 - Fickle
April 16, 2001 - Fire has never been my first choice
April 15 - The best things
April 12, 2001 - Dry Spell
April 11, 2001 - Leave it at the Front Desk
April 10, 2001 - blocked
April 5, 2001 - She's baaack
April 2, 2001 - Sick
March 29, 2001 - no such luck
March 27, 2001 - impasse
March 25, 2001 - Two words and One Expression
March 23, 2001 - Once I was
March 22, 2001 - Blank
March 20, 2001 - Sand Dollars
March 19, 2001 - Flying or Falling
March 16, 2001 - Dear Charlie
March 12, 2001 - Quarter of a Century
March 7, 2001 - This Little Light of Mine
March 6, 2001 - I am
March 5, 2001 - Leaps and Bounds
March 4, 2001 - Jordan
March 2, 2001 - randomness
March 1, 2001 - She was here
February 28, 2001 - Donations Accepted
February 27, 2001 - Hey you
February 23, 2001 - Power and Responsibility
February 22, 2001 - The White Man's Religion Emerges Again
February 21, 2001 - Staggering
February 20, 2001 - Weekend In Review
February 16, 2001 - A Couplea Things
February 15, 2001 - Not holding on to the Hurt
February 14, 2001 - V-Day
February 12, 2001 - Remember
February 9, 2001 - Selfdefense
February 8, 2001 - Instead of Good-bye
February 7, 2001 - RAD
February 6, 2001 - What You Risk
February 5, 2001 - The message
February 1, 2001 - Bring it on
January 31, 2001 - cheerios and kitchen light
January 30, 2001 - I'm scared (as opposed to sacred)
January 29, 2001 - Facing it
January 26, 2001 - I meant to talk about tennis
January 25, 2001 - she wrote with a drawl
January 23, 2001 - Lipsticked I love you's
January 22, 2001 - pulling back the reins
January 19, 2000 - up on the watershed
January 18, 2001 - Coast is clear
January 17, 2001 - Go on and write CBS a letter
January 16, 2001 - I envy them bears
January 11, 2001 - i missed my calling
January 10, 2000 - Martini Rain
January 9, 2000 - Batman
January 8, 2001 - Country Stars
January 8, 2001 - rain, rain don't go away
January 5, 2000 - porn me
January 4, 2001 - Makes the People Come Together
January 3, 2001 - Piecing it together
January 2, 2000 - keepin' on
Twelve, twenty-eight, zero zero - flat cola and chardonnay
December 27, 2000 - who is lord?
December 22, 2000 - light it up
December 20, 2000 - Alphabet Soup
December 19, 2000 - Not to be confused with the music
December 18, 2000 - Channel that rage
2000-12-15 - sticks and stones
December 14, 2000 - and i'm not even dutch
December 14, 2000 - The one where she wonders what this diaryland business is all about
December 13, 2000 - The tough guy and the Porn Star
December 12, 2000 - simon says
December 12, 2000 - time to move on?
December 8, 2000 - hiatus
December 5, 2000 - mercury
December 4, 2000 - now you see it, now you don't
December 1, 2000 - wordless
November 30, 2000 - a drumroll please
November 29, 2000 - Sit Still
November 28, 2000 - Crazy Glue
November 27, 2000 - Love matters
November 21, 2000 - Something different every day
November 20, 2000 - Surviving the unthinkable
November 17, 2000 - Maris
November 16, 2000 - Haunted House
November 15, 2000 - Predictable Mysteries
November 14, 2000 - Seven
November 10, 2000 - Spirits low, Need Hope
November 10, 2000 - La la la
November 9, 2000 - Finally Home
November 2, 2000 - The Intersection
November 2, 2000 - Army of Two
November 1, 2000 - Thinking Outside the Box
October 31, 2000 - AAAAAARGH!!
October 31, 2000 - This day, last year
October 30, 2000 - Home Sweet Home
October 26, 2000 - a rainy morning
October 25, 2000 - hurting the ones we love
October 23, 2000 - Procrastination of the most ridiculous variety
October 23, 2000 - In Orbit
October 23, 2000 - No photos for you
October 20, 2000 - Do you?
October 20, 2000 - Looksism
October 19, 2000 - Closing the Baby Gap
October 19, 2000 - Crossword
October 18, 2000 - Freckle Face
October 17, 2000 - Matchmaker
October 17, 2000 - wounds beneath flesh
October 16, 2000 - Breathing, Giggling, Alive
October 16, 2000 - Layovers and Impasses
October 13, 2000 - A Mountain of Trash
October 12, 2000 - The Boy and Other Reminders
October 11, 2000 - Angel in Levi's
October 11, 2000 - She puts her hands
October 10, 2000 - So there
October 10, 2000 - Haunted
October 9, 2000 - Ghosts in Seattle Sunshine
October 6, 2000 - Build Me a Bridge
October 5, 2000 - Ebb and Flow
October 4, 2000 - link queen
October 4, 2000 - the nice things people say
October 3, 2000 - SWAK
September 29, 2000 - Box of Chocolates
September 28, 2000 - Triggered by MSN
September 28, 2000 - Getting back to basics: Some background
September 27, 2000 - Pity Party.
September 26, 2000 - Snap out of it already!
September 25, 2000 - Looking out over the edge
September 25, 2000 - Spider Web II
September 22, 2000 - A trip I won't be taking.
September 22, 2000 - Mist in the Morning
September 21, 2000 - Little Drummer Girl
September 20, 2000 - Something About Saturday
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